I will soon be another year older, and I am not trying to freak out here, but this past year and some change has been a very harrowing journey filled with health crises (mine and baby’s), financial burdens, a beautiful baby, and not enough time to blog about it. I probably should have been writing about […]
Today is father’s day, and there is an emptiness inside that is so deep, you could build a pool, and swim in the sorrow of it. I don’t know if it gets any easier or if you just get used to the sadness. I miss him very much. But this post is not about him. […]
During spring break, I spent a day with my friend Sarah. We’d gone to breakfast, and decided to get out of town for the rest of the day, and we went to Pedernales Falls State Park, in Johnson City, TX. It was my first time at a Texas State Park, but it won’t be my last. I really needed to get […]
Growing up, my family always had a big party for my sister and my birthdays. Our birthdays are four days apart, and it was always easier to have a big party for the both of us, so I’ve grown accustomed to having big birthday parties. I won’t lie, I’d love to have a big celebration, […]
The anniversary of my father’s death is fast approaching, and I am burying it deep inside. I am still so saddened by it all, and I should probably see a grief counselor, but I’m not going to. I know I should take care of myself, but I don’t always know how to do it. I […]
I’ve got the blues- the bad wife dead dad blues. I’m over worked I’m underpaid It’s been almost two months Since I last got laid. I’m yelling at my husband All day and all night Everyday for the past four weeks We’ve had a fight I’ve got the blues- The Bad Wife Dead Dad Blues […]
Yesterday was my 31st birthday, and every year, I aspire to become a better version of my current self. I am in dire need of an upgrade, as is my blog. So in honor of this new year of life, I have a list of thrity one-derful (that’s oh-nedder-full) things I want to accomplish by […]
It is officially September. It’s going to be a little stressful. Today is Rob’s birthday, and I succeeded in it so far, but it’s still morning. In ten days, it will be my mother’s birthday. In twenty days, it will be my wedding day. It’s going to get a little crazy, but I’m excited.
It’s been more than a year now, but the grief doesn’t just go away.
My poor, fond sister, how I fear for thee!